Life like the horoscope...
"Watch out for someone who is trying to trap you into doing something you really don't want to do. Be smart if you don't want to be taken advantage of. An opportunity to make a move or change in your personal life will be to your benefit. " That's what my horoscope of this week told me...
Yes... I don't want be trapped by my friend into asking me to believe all those love crap again... it's useless to preach those stuff that I have already know and once believed... but each time it proves me wrong one time after another... would I be so stupid to step into another one after beaten twice in a roll???... I can't say no or yes as I don't know the future... all I wanted is to be alone for now... my friends, mother, work will just fuel my life for now... althought it will never be completed with a hole in the heart.... but i will still survive...
Prehaps this is an opportunity again to make a move or change in my personal life... you lost... you have gain too... prehaps I have lost him, but i still happy to gain him as a friend... maybe we are meant to be friends in the first place, even from the very beginning of everything... whatever it is... what is lost is lost... no point grieving over spilled water... the pain will just be soak away as time passes... memories of us will just get blurred away and forgotten ... the hole will just sealed up as wound in the heart to be remembered... tears... I doubt I can do that again... eyes feel hot but none can squeeze out from my eyes... feelings.... I hardly can feel any...
Whatever it is, I will watch him over as my friend... wishing him well and happy in the future... no matter what happen... if he needs me I will be there for him to support him... love just does not end as it is it, even you said you no longer love me... I will still love you as my friend... take care and know that you will never be alone.. friends are around to help you if you willing to call out for them... it might not be me that you wanted... but there are still others around to pull you up...
I wish to go for another walk by myself again... unice asked me to go Taiwan this june... no idea... its too near my operation.... amd I wanted to do the drama project... maybe after that project (end september).. I will go with her to amsterdam for a long long break... GOD I pray again to give me the strength...
Yes... I don't want be trapped by my friend into asking me to believe all those love crap again... it's useless to preach those stuff that I have already know and once believed... but each time it proves me wrong one time after another... would I be so stupid to step into another one after beaten twice in a roll???... I can't say no or yes as I don't know the future... all I wanted is to be alone for now... my friends, mother, work will just fuel my life for now... althought it will never be completed with a hole in the heart.... but i will still survive...
Prehaps this is an opportunity again to make a move or change in my personal life... you lost... you have gain too... prehaps I have lost him, but i still happy to gain him as a friend... maybe we are meant to be friends in the first place, even from the very beginning of everything... whatever it is... what is lost is lost... no point grieving over spilled water... the pain will just be soak away as time passes... memories of us will just get blurred away and forgotten ... the hole will just sealed up as wound in the heart to be remembered... tears... I doubt I can do that again... eyes feel hot but none can squeeze out from my eyes... feelings.... I hardly can feel any...
Whatever it is, I will watch him over as my friend... wishing him well and happy in the future... no matter what happen... if he needs me I will be there for him to support him... love just does not end as it is it, even you said you no longer love me... I will still love you as my friend... take care and know that you will never be alone.. friends are around to help you if you willing to call out for them... it might not be me that you wanted... but there are still others around to pull you up...
I wish to go for another walk by myself again... unice asked me to go Taiwan this june... no idea... its too near my operation.... amd I wanted to do the drama project... maybe after that project (end september).. I will go with her to amsterdam for a long long break... GOD I pray again to give me the strength...
posted by sheepz @ 9:07 AM
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